Ada je yg tak kena dengan hidup.

Sentiasa tak akan berpuas hati dengan apa yg dimiliki.

I shoud be contented with my life. But it just freaking hard to acknowledge tht I am just another average guy....

I sincerely have no idea what I wanna do with my life.

For the past few years, my life seems guided by the objective of finishing my master.Nw, it has been like almost a year I completed my master...I'm kinda lost. I have tried several thing to penuhkan kehidupan...but everything seems hangat-hangat tahi ayam...

Career...it didn't goes as well as I planed. My target to be a manager within 3 years time.But here I am..only reach as senior exec.Sigh.Even someone who join the company few months later me has already promoted to manager.But then again,kita patut bersyukur...few of the exec in my department still an exec even they are more senior than me, and one of them actually came in same date with me.

Manusia tak pernah bersyukur kan? How I wish things would be much easier...

May it's about time for me to think something big as an objective in life.Something like kahwin?Sigh.

On different notes, I think I just making my life complicated.I shouldn't think too much...

Psycho me.
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How a single thing in life memporak perandakan your life?

How you wish the sun could understand your very need?

How you wish the moon could hug u closely, so close you become one?

How I wish my bf asked for break off. As for me, I always the chicken out type of person.The one who afraid of hurting others....
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The awkwardness of my relationship

Sigh.

Kalau tak mengeluh, ini memang hidup aku.

Sigh.

Lately my life getting better. Aku patut lebih bersyukur dgn apa yang aku ada sekarang. Kerja stabil…I just got promoted. Although the increment not as much as I expected, but hey….still better than nothing. As a matter of fact, I got promoted earlier than some of the senior staff in here.

Anyway…

Let’s talk about my relationship. Keadaan memang dah berubah. Kalau dulu, I can say that he’s in control, but nowadays…I am in control. Aku yang lebih menentukan hala tuju relationship ini. Kalau dulu, kalau bergaduh, aku la yang akan terhegeh-hegeh memujuk.Walaupun bukan salah aku…aku la yang akan terpaksa memujuk…sampai satu tahap, aku dah tanamkan dalam diri, kalau bergaduh..tak perlu nak merajuk. Pujuk la diri sendiri sebab aku memang tak akan dipujuk.

Tapi…Sekarang, keadaan dah berubah. Mungkin sebab aku dah terlalu menanam sikap tak akan merajuk dan berhati batu…my bf pulak sekrang hatinya umpama kerak nasik. Bergaduh sikit, akan dapat la message “I sayang u…”

Things change kan. The older you get, the better person you will be. That’s what I’m aiming. At least, that’s how I feel now.

At my age, I am certainly doing better than my bf. I am currently financially independent and most important of all…I am emotionally independent. ..

I am glad J